i am so sad... hmm... am i too sensitive or someone's juz too insensitive? hmm... was thinking i had a lot to say.. but when i crawl out of my bed to sit in front of this screen, all the thoughts juz disappear.. hmm... why?!

very often, i thought i have caught ur attn.. but i din realise that it's juz not so idealise all the time. hmm.. like i would want u to balance things n stuff well but u juz seem to be unable to do it... i dun like to teach u every single step to knowing me.. though its like total opposite... sometimes juz wish that you could spend some time to find out who i am... it has been quite some time tgt le isn't it... hmm... should there be a limit to the time given? hmm... even assignments have deadlines... i am so afraid that ...

you juz dun seem to care... if only u care enough to find out wad i am thinkin...hmm... it always look good on the outside... but look can be deceiving isnt it? hmm.. really have been so suffocating recently.. keep hinting i wish to talk it out... jus waiting u to ask me wad troubles me so much.. yet... hmm... how could u juz let me suffer in the dark... esp in the middle of the night when i'd feel extremely lonely.. how could u juz bear to do that?

is it because you re jus too tired to bother with my frequent tantrum? hmm... i am so upset... hmm... juz couldnt fall aslp over the past nites... hmm... sigh! you no longer get excited over the things i said... hmm... are u still there? hmm... i am starting to feel miles apart both of us... i am starting to learn to be indpt... and prob getting used to it...

jus like today, was so sad that u din offer to come... yet i cant say anith.. i dun wanna force you to think e way i think jus like wad u had asked me to rmb b4... has it all juz faded? if it does, i dun mind letting u go... i dun bear to let myself suffer the way u did... neither would i wanna let u suffer... yet i am still hoping for a better future... hmm... not exactly sth much to ask for...

i am jus a simple gal... dun ask for much... dun go for 5Cs or 6 or wad... jus little nice sweet things n words n actions once in a while... jus need lotsa attn n attn n attn... hmm... DO U JUS GET IT hmm...

definitely more than upset than angry... losing faith too... hmm... dun mind, rekindle that belief in me again...

i am so sad... hmm... am i too sensitive or someone's juz too insensitive? hmm... was thinking i had a lot to say.. but when i crawl out of my bed to sit in front of this screen, all the thoughts juz disappear.. hmm... why?!

very often, i thought i have caught ur attn.. but i din realise that it's juz not so idealise all the time. hmm.. like i would want u to balance things n stuff well but u juz seem to be unable to do it... i dun like to teach u every single step to knowing me.. though its like total opposite... sometimes juz wish that you could spend some time to find out who i am... it has been quite some time tgt le isn't it... hmm... should there be a limit to the time given? hmm... even assignments have deadlines... i am so afraid that ...

you juz dun seem to care... if only u care enough to find out wad i am thinkin...hmm... it always look good on the outside... but look can be deceiving isnt it? hmm.. really have been so suffocating recently.. keep hinting i wish to talk it out... jus waiting u to ask me wad troubles me so much.. yet... hmm... how could u juz let me suffer in the dark... esp in the middle of the night when i'd feel extremely lonely.. how could u juz bear to do that?

is it because you re jus too tired to bother with my frequent tantrum? hmm... i am so upset... hmm... juz couldnt fall aslp over the past nites... hmm... sigh! you no longer get excited over the things i said... hmm... are u still there? hmm... i am starting to feel miles apart both of us... i am starting to learn to be indpt... and prob getting used to it...

jus like today, was so sad that u din offer to come... yet i cant say anith.. i dun wanna force you to think e way i think jus like wad u had asked me to rmb b4... has it all juz faded? if it does, i dun mind letting u go... i dun bear to let myself suffer the way u did... neither would i wanna let u suffer... yet i am still hoping for a better future... hmm... not exactly sth much to ask for...

i am jus a simple gal... dun ask for much... dun go for 5Cs or 6 or wad... jus little nice sweet things n words n actions once in a while... jus need lotsa attn n attn n attn... hmm... DO U JUS GET IT hmm...

definitely more than upset than angry... losing faith too... hmm... dun mind, rekindle that belief in me again...