ARGH.......... so motivated but so held back... i know even if i try my best, i'll still be at the bottom... feel so stressed when the potentials stayed back after each lecture... when i bz rushin to the canteen for food (which i tot was SO normal), others push to understand n absorb more... like wad wanyu said, the determination, motivation n the push seems diminishing... gosh... i dun like this kinda me... i want to do well... but it jus seems so IMPOSSIBLE... so impossible... the tot of me not keepin with the rest really hurt me... okie, i know, it's that worthless pride... but still... ARGH.... i dun like myself... i gotta try harder.. for after working hard for so long, i dun wanna to give up at this stage... i wanna do well, even it is not good enough, at least i've tried...
but luckily, i have at least a reason to work hard... for mum n for jeeda... haha.. not so meaningless afterall...
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Name's meizhu.
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