hmm... dunno wad got into me today... hmm.. hate this kinda me... really 渴望 someone to just give in to me... no idea why... when i throw my temper a little or crack some stupid jokes, ppl get really irritated by it... that day, in school... i din mean to irritate him... but then... to him was like... haiz... i merely treat it as a joke... the way he always do to me... but it jus seems that others can do it but i cant... all i wanted is some discussion there... cos afterall, he is using MY laptop and my lab worksheet.... yet he is not discussing with me... don't even bother to listen to me... then it become i irritate him...
then today... hmm... wad
小女人... its all crap... guess its no point of me changing.. cos ppl prefer me to be indpt... jus be indpt... yet.. when i get indpt, it gives the ppl the distant feeling... i knew that was coming.. jus din expect it to come so fast.... hate this kinda me... though i long to be like this... irony....
jus hope ppl will be more appreciative of me...
or maybe... its jus my prob...
maybe... it is....
hate
myself...
guess i need love...
hate
myself
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Name's meizhu.
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