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Name's meizhu.
Wants to be beautiful and smart. And, be appreciated and seen.
is BEING herself.

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Written at Sunday, June 07, 2009 | back to top

我不配

词：方文山
曲：周杰伦

这街上太拥挤太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉已经不对我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉已经不对我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

thanks to http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/7396/jay-chou/wo-bu-pei-i-m-not-worthy.html

sometimes, really feel that way, kinda wish xx can see it... really dun ask for a lot.. sometimes, just a little effort to tell me i am impt... a little effort to show me i am worth the pain, suffer and exchange... just that little bit of effort...

always been like that... easily contented. yet, maybe cos too easily contented, its no longer a challenge... no longer interesting.. maybe, maybe not, maybe... i dunno...

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♥ ♥ ♥ Something About Her ♥ ♥ ♥

Hi.
Her name is meizhu and she is 22 years old.
Her blood type is A+... if she ever need extra blood, pls donate generously.. haha!
She LOVES to sleep and dream.
She HATES to be forgotten!

♥ ♥ ♥ Her Unique Thoughts ♥ ♥ ♥
x She will be out of school in... a few months time. She is not at all HAPPY about it... she don't think school is cool either... she just wanna stay young forever and ever... of cos, everyone else have to be as young too..

x She detest aging. She always wonder how ugly she'll become in near future. AND that makes her really upset.
She thinks that human gets uglier as she grows older. NOT IN TERMS OF LOOKS. it's the heart.

x She gets really disappointed with human sometimes. Yet she wanna believe that there are kind and beautiful souls around.

x She is PROUD to be a Singaporean. She feels very fortunate to be here too. If she were given a chance to choose her nationality, it would be SINGAPORE too! (keke ^^ Singapore will be so happy to hear this.)

x She thinks that people should be tactically straight forward. But she think she lacks the skill. She think hypocrites are just.... XXX

x She is afraid of not being loved. She think attention is nutrients for her growth. she needs people to tell her how important she is to others. She needs people to tell her how much they love her. fine, she has low confidence level~!

x She wish to get a good paying job, earn money, save up and get married. she don't mind to be a housewife in near future as long as her hubby don't mind. She thinks that it is really blissful to make meals for him, and give him goodbye kiss before he leave for work. She don't mind having children, but planning is important.

x She is afraid that her kids don't want her when she aged. But she is happy to have her hubby around.

♥ ♥ ♥ Her Wishlist ♥ ♥ ♥
+ Money

+ Watch

+ Happy Life

+ LV Bag

♥ ♥ ♥ She is a BIG fan of... ♥ ♥ ♥
= WardrobePolitic

= Gmarket

= Jay Chou

= Jimmy Lin

there's still more about me.. it's for you to find out and for me to know

Written at Sunday, June 07, 2009 | back to top

thanks to http://www.jpopasia.com/lyrics/7396/jay-chou/wo-bu-pei-i-m-not-worthy.html