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Name's meizhu.
Wants to be beautiful and smart. And, be appreciated and seen.
is BEING herself.

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Written at Thursday, November 12, 2009 | back to top

meizhu saw her photos today... she felt so helpless abt aging.. she just want to slim down asap, get her better skin soon.. and another wish... to increase her cup size in a natural way.. she thinks that whoever who says that bust wldnt shrink as one slims down is all BULLSHIT. she hopes to get her less than 47kg figure..

meizhu is proud to help a fren to write his surname correctly.. haha.. cos jeeda has the same surname as beng.. but for n years, beng been writing his surname wrongly which he ignorantly tot was correct...

meizhu needs rest... emotionally especially. she is quite upset after attending 3 wakes in less than 2 mths time.. there is a threshold to it and she needs some support now.. after joyce's death, she kept recalling the pain she suffered during sec 2... a knot that will nv loosen... an incident embedded in her heart... argh... she needs you... so when you are free.. call her.. go find her... ya.. she needs UR company...

meizhu... wants to gain back her confidence. she feels that confident women are the most attractive. she is losing her dynamism... getting so stale. she needs a make over! hmm.. okie... no plastic.

meizhu is meizhu. one and only. special. unique. okie. no diff... but meizhu is still meizhu. the meizhu that meizhu loves. the meizhu that he loves. the meizhu that they love. the meizhu that everyone love... wahaha.. i'm in love again...

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♥ ♥ ♥ Something About Her ♥ ♥ ♥

Hi.
Her name is meizhu and she is 22 years old.
Her blood type is A+... if she ever need extra blood, pls donate generously.. haha!
She LOVES to sleep and dream.
She HATES to be forgotten!

♥ ♥ ♥ Her Unique Thoughts ♥ ♥ ♥
x She will be out of school in... a few months time. She is not at all HAPPY about it... she don't think school is cool either... she just wanna stay young forever and ever... of cos, everyone else have to be as young too..

x She detest aging. She always wonder how ugly she'll become in near future. AND that makes her really upset.
She thinks that human gets uglier as she grows older. NOT IN TERMS OF LOOKS. it's the heart.

x She gets really disappointed with human sometimes. Yet she wanna believe that there are kind and beautiful souls around.

x She is PROUD to be a Singaporean. She feels very fortunate to be here too. If she were given a chance to choose her nationality, it would be SINGAPORE too! (keke ^^ Singapore will be so happy to hear this.)

x She thinks that people should be tactically straight forward. But she think she lacks the skill. She think hypocrites are just.... XXX

x She is afraid of not being loved. She think attention is nutrients for her growth. she needs people to tell her how important she is to others. She needs people to tell her how much they love her. fine, she has low confidence level~!

x She wish to get a good paying job, earn money, save up and get married. she don't mind to be a housewife in near future as long as her hubby don't mind. She thinks that it is really blissful to make meals for him, and give him goodbye kiss before he leave for work. She don't mind having children, but planning is important.

x She is afraid that her kids don't want her when she aged. But she is happy to have her hubby around.

♥ ♥ ♥ Her Wishlist ♥ ♥ ♥
+ Money

+ Watch

+ Happy Life

+ LV Bag

♥ ♥ ♥ She is a BIG fan of... ♥ ♥ ♥
= WardrobePolitic

= Gmarket

= Jay Chou

= Jimmy Lin

there's still more about me.. it's for you to find out and for me to know

Written at Thursday, November 12, 2009 | back to top

meizhu... wants to gain back her confidence. she feels that confident women are the most attractive. she is losing her dynamism... getting so stale. she needs a make over! hmm.. okie... no plastic.