meizhu is now in sch waiting for 1.26pm to come... she needs to take the BOMBs out from the oven... she certainly hope that this time will turn out well unlike 3 days ago...
she went to huikai's hse ytd and had lotsa fun... she met up with JIBO and WANYU whom she haven seen for ages... miss them~ haha... dig out some silly secret about JB, chat some stupid stuffs w WY and WL... they played TABOO and had fun, although it could be a little less intense.. haha... she enjoyed the whole party... especially when she need not help out throughout in the preparation! haha.. all along, she had to work like crazy for different class outings except for MSE ones.. most guys are lovely and super nice... haha... but some.. haha~
she is so "in love" with kenneth and thinks that he can be a great hse hushband. she even joked that if the only men in the world left are from her class and she had to marry one, kenneth will be the one. well.. not cos she loves him, but more in the sense that the security and thoughtfulness he gives... so she assume that he'll be a great hushband... haha... BUT of cos... now she still think jeeda is the best la. although he is not that thoughtful, not so kind since he always bully her... wahahahaa... maybe that is one thing he is missing out haha..
meizhu enjoyed the walk home with jeeda haha. brought her back to about 4 years ago when he waited patiently for her after work. she realised that there are a lot of things she forgot to do as the time gets longer... all the sweet little things that could cheer him on, so little but so impactful... she was happy that she found out that.. and in the coming months, she'll rmb to be kind and sweet and lovely haha... hopefully she can still rmb by then haha....
meizhu is having cramps still. so shit! she thinks that getting pregnant is not such a bad idea afterall... at least can skip those cramps for about a year! haha.. okie....
suddenly... she misses her... especially when she saw wanli LOL ytd... she knew that it resembles her... yucks! the feeling sucks... she wished that she is fine... DREAMS... are they real? she is my greatest regret in life... i still cant stop blaming myself for all the shit happened... hmm... argh...
GUIYING is single now. hmm. wad happened. how possible. hmph...
MEIZHU IS SUPER EMO NOW.