last year, meizhu hated herself a lot... especially during the short period that she felt that she had a small crush on someone else. she did admit that to jeeda and is happy that it's all over. that was one of the worse time ever. she felt so guilty. but now its all over and she is happily in love with jeeda wholeheartedly haha!!
that confession did help a lot. cos forcing herself not to think of it actually made her think more.... so she decided to tell... at least she can do sth abt it.. jeeda din say much and she was glad he was understanding... at least aid her to tide that lousy period. she can say that the holiday become much more enjoyable than she expected... maybe that period made her realise how much more she loves him... and how much more she gotta cherish him... wahaha... i hope he is feeling very happy now.
meizhu think that this is a brand new chapter of their lives. she is looking fwd to the nx phase too... she wish to..... haha! okie.
signing off... muacks