meizhu is so upset. so upset that she dunno what to say, how to say and who to say to. she is feeling so terrible. mum is worried, which is also the reason why i hesitated.
meizhu only wants someone to protect her. someone to love her. someone who understands her. she was once so look fwd to seeing him.. but now she is so worried to see him. she dun want her selfishness to add to his burden. she could only put up a brave front and got unreasonable to push him away. she dun want him to feel sandwiched. but meizhu is still a human. she is not perfect. she could not do it perfectly. she still made him upset.
meizhu dun like it at all. he is a good man, so evryone assumes he is a good lover too. but in fact he isnt really so great.. because he is so selfless to everyone and himself.. except to meizhu. dun like it..
meizhu needs attention. say it thousand times. she needs someone to protect me. hate it. she dun need him to be rich. to be able to give me everything. she just need care concern love attention protection. says it so many times.
she wishes she could get very angry with him... but yet he was doing something he should be doing. but she just wish that he could have made some effort to do sth for her. she is losing that sense of security.
why is he always so readily to do it for his family. yet not willing to change for someone he claimed to love. what is love. just what is love?
meizhu is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO upset...... if crying a thousand day could just heal a bit of her heartache, she would. yet she cant....
love is heartwarming. love is pain. love is RATIONAL too.
maybe, love dun exist.
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Name's meizhu.
Wants to be beautiful and smart. And, be appreciated and seen. is BEING herself.
