meizhu cant slp at all...
feeling so upset with everyth...
hate to be thrown away. hate to be forgotten...
she is devastated when he said that he forgot he had to sms her.
to her. keeping in contact, missing him.. is like breathing. not sth she'll forget. not just a habit. but part of her life...
she is not upset when he did not do it. she is upset when he could only blame her for not being understanding. she thought he was too busy. she dare not disturb him. she wants to be selfless. but who is selfless to her? she tried to be a little selfish, against her conscience. she demanded. but failed. why cant he see that she dun need much. why cant he just show her that she can be as impt as sch...
the cycle repeats itself. each time she told herself nx time will be better.. but when is the better time coming? he always throw her away then pick her back... but what if... i say what if, someone else pick her up earlier than he does? she just need to be cherished.
she always ask. she always challenge him. she always hope that he'd say he'll be the better man just for her. but guess what? he said she can go look for that better one.. she wasnt sure if he was joking. but that dun sound funny. to her, he is someone she could not live without. but to him... who is she to him? she wonders. he nv assure.
she may be demanding. but how could she become someone he would forget?
she need someone to love her.
she came across this song again recently. she want to ask. "would you be there". she loves this song.. but does he know? she wonders.
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Name's meizhu.
Wants to be beautiful and smart. And, be appreciated and seen. is BEING herself.
