history repeats itself again...
i tried so hard. i really did.
feel like asking if you're there.. cos i cant feel you...
actually i don't need you to be physically here. but i jus need you to be sincerely answering me, listening to me, talking to me... i rather its a min of sincerity than 10 hrs of gg thru motion..
i am tired.
feel like letting go.
cos its tiring for you too.
i jus need to know you're willing to do the same for me too..
don't have to really do it.
how much do u understand?
that i love you. that i need you. that i care for you.
and how much do u know that..
cos of the above reasons, i wanna let u go..
heartless? selfish?
dont wanna give a damn.
emptying.
would you have done the same if that was me?
i am doubting.
cos i am suppose to be strong. stronger.
yet.
how much do you know that...
hate it when u try to ignore your mistake.. pretend it wasnt there.
i jus need you to tell me how bad you feel abt hurting me.
but u took it for granted.
until i flare.
who am i? what am i?