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Written at Monday, February 07, 2011 | back to top

history repeats itself again...

i tried so hard. i really did.

feel like asking if you're there.. cos i cant feel you...

actually i don't need you to be physically here. but i jus need you to be sincerely answering me, listening to me, talking to me... i rather its a min of sincerity than 10 hrs of gg thru motion..

i am tired.

feel like letting go.

cos its tiring for you too.

i jus need to know you're willing to do the same for me too..
don't have to really do it.

how much do u understand?

that i love you. that i need you. that i care for you.

and how much do u know that..

cos of the above reasons, i wanna let u go..

heartless? selfish?

dont wanna give a damn.

emptying.

would you have done the same if that was me?

i am doubting.

cos i am suppose to be strong. stronger.

yet.

how much do you know that...

hate it when u try to ignore your mistake.. pretend it wasnt there.

i jus need you to tell me how bad you feel abt hurting me.

but u took it for granted.

until i flare.

who am i? what am i?